What I love about research is the satisfaction it gives me. I wondered where this satisfaction comes from, and I found out that I find great pleasure in exploring new things. As a child, Indiana Jones was my idol, and I guess he still is.<\/p>\n
Although I am not afriad of snakes, I seldomly find pleasure in physical adventure. Instead, my pleasure is delivered by the moment I realize something I did not read by anyone else before, ie. is new to me. Of course, shortly after that I will feel afraid that I might not be the only\/first one having this idea. So the next step of my „excercise“ is putting all my energy in finding out how new my idea is. This is often successful, since I trained myself to create very messy ideas with a lot of intertwined thoughts. Thus, research often proves I really am the first having precisely this bundle of\u00a0 woozy thoughts. This of course, leaves me in my dim hut in a shining glory.<\/p>\n
Now, if someone comes,\u00a0 I might tell him or her about my newly discovered treasure. Of course, I am willed to prove I am the only person who found all this out: so, I gladly tell about other people’s views and what their ideas lack and what makes my idea so unique etc pp.<\/p>\n
If this person whom I told this now begins to criticize my thoughts, I am usually silently listening. After having heard what my idea is missing, I am often discouraged to re-check and re-think again. I feel miserable and very likely, I will bury my treasure somewhere in my mind to forget it.<\/p>\n
I wondered why, and now I know: conversation about research is not giving me the satisfaction I need. I am happy on my treasure island, and people from outside my internal war cannot interfere. If I was the one critcizing myself, it would be more bearable.<\/p>\n
This annoys me, since I know it is crucial to let others be part of one’s research, to learn how to fight and also to learn that the idea I came up with might be new and unique, but useless and\/or too hard to understand for the public.<\/p>\n
I like teamwork, though. Think tanks are just not my area, nor are publications with more than one author. I definately need to find another way for satisfaction. Is wakeboarding a true alternative?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
What I love about research is the satisfaction it gives me. I wondered where this satisfaction comes from, and I found out that I find great pleasure in exploring new things. As a child, Indiana Jones was my idol, and I guess he still is. Although I am not afriad of snakes, I seldomly find … \u201eSatisfaction\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":36,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,286],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-113","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-allgemein","category-privat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/36"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=113"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":278,"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113\/revisions\/278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=113"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=113"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/userblogs.fu-berlin.de\/sonia\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=113"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}